Smashed Koren Zailckas
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Smashed: Story Of A Drunken Girlhood is a well-written (at times), deeply moving, and chillingly scary memoir by Koren Zailckas on her use and abuse of alcohol from the age of fourteen to the tender age of twenty-three. Though Koren should be applauded for telling her story, her opening statement where she says she is not alcoholic just doesn’t ring true for me:
“I drank after college. I drank through my first real move, my first job as an executive assistant, my first insurance forms, my first tax filing, and my first apartment where the rent was due on the first of the month. I drank after the real world revealed itself to me like a magic trick, after I saw the method of adulthood, the morning commutes and mindless jobs, which shattered the illusions I had about it. And at age twenty-three, I gave up drinking altogether once I realized how much it cost me. Still, I am not an alcoholic.”
Not an alcoholic? This is a hard pill to swallow. Though Zeilckas’ prose is often poetic, the book reads unevenly. It vacillates between tightly woven, emotionally jarring passages and clunky, often clumsy overuse of similes and sophomoric metaphors. But that’s not to say that it isn’t a vividly told cautionary tale, because it is -- and a dark one. She describes having her stomach pumped after passing out at sixteen and waking up naked in a man’s bed with the eerie feeling that she was the victim of date rape. These graphic depictions of her harrowing experiences had me feeling empathy, but other times I found it hard to summon much of anything. I also couldn’t agree with such unfair generalizations as all girls drink because they are unhappy and insecure. I don’t think you can make such blanket statements. Certainly some females do – but not all. Some people can be social drinkers. Some people use it as a crutch. It’s really an individual, case-by-case scenario.
With that said, it’s a really good book for females of similar age and background. For some, though, it may not be all that shocking but still a worthwhile read. Overall, I’d say that Koren Zailckas could have benefited from more clearheaded parents (similar to
Jeannette Wall’s The Glass Castle) and a little more perspective as I feel that she hasn’t fought her last battle with the demon alcohol just yet.
© 2005 by
Bobby Blades for curledup.com.
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